Showing posts with label Running. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Running. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 24, 2015

To give anything less...


This is one of my favorite quotes in a new book I'm reading, "Be Iron Fit." Right now I'm spending all of my time in the pre-training phase: I'm reading all about nutrition and fitness and training. I'm figuring out how I'm going to juggle my schedule with training. I'm joining groups on Facebook of people that have done the Iron distance. I'm talking to other working moms that are training or will be training for a 140.6 in 2016. I've begun to hang out socially with local triathletes who are also doing the same race I am next fall. It's the support, camaraderie and friendships that will get me through. 

It all gets real January 1. And I'm ready. 

So back to the quote - I know that I can be successful - and here's why: I'm so blessed with the gift of perseverance. I have been through so much. And I'm super stubborn. I never quit and I never want to fail. It's these qualities that will not only help me survive the next year, but also this goal. Another one of my favorite sayings is this - 
"When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left and I could say, 'I used everything that you gave me.'" I want to empty the tank with every bit that I have - no matter whether it's this goal or with my kids, something for work, etc. Win or lose, if I leave it all out there, I know I did my best. 

So just a few thoughts this exhausting evening after a long day at work and working out and with kids...I know the days only get longer from here. But always put your best out there - no matter what you do. You'll always put your head on the pillow at night with a feeling of satisfaction...win or lose. 

JC

Monday, November 9, 2015

Making it Happen - The Beginning of my Journey to Ironman

This past weekend, I had the opportunity to volunteer for Ironman Florida. I had a few friends that were participating in the race, but my true mission was to be there to sign up for IMFL2016. I knew that if I didn't go there, I probably would never sign up.

So late Friday night after Maddie cheered at a football game, I jumped in the car and drove the 4ish hours to Panama City Beach. I got there just in time to grab some breakfast, much needed coffee and shuttle over to the start just in time for the swim.

A few hundred people lined the beach waiting for a glimpse of the 3000 athletes in the water. At first, it was a bit intimidating to me to see this (being the swim is my weakest event). The waves were crashing and tossing people like rag dolls, but once they got past that part, it looked fairly calm.



Most everyone made it out of the water before the cutoff, so that was encouraging, I watched most jump on their bikes and begin the 112 mile ride before I headed over to the medical tent to begin my shift.



I had signed up to work medical from 9-1. I thought that would give me time to head back to the hotel to check in, rest a bit since I had driven most of the night, catch a few snaps of LSU/Bama before heading back to watch a few finishers. As it turns out, not enough people were signed up for the evening shift, so they asked me to work another shift, if possible. Since we had only seen 10 patients in my entire morning shift, I agreed.

I have to admit, working the medical tent for an event like this is NOT pretty. I was rained on. I was bled on, I was sweat on. I was puked on, I was cried on. I saw some of the most nasty blisters and injuries I've ever seen. But the most encouraging part of the whole thing is that I knew these people left everything they had out on that course. So while some of the things I saw should've scared me from ever attempting it, it inspired me to know that I HAVE to do this.

Around 9pm, the rain we were anticipating all day finally began to fall. But the athletes kept streaming in. And working only a few feet from the finish line, I was able to hear  - "YOU are an IRONMAN!" about 1000 times - fulfilling dream after dream for those folks.


So Sunday came, and it was do or die for me as far as registering. See, I was told that Ironman Florida fills so quickly that you pretty much have to volunteer and be onsite when registration for the following year opens so that you can get in. I was told to be in line for 8am. This is what the line looked like at 7:15am - in the POURING rain:



The line moved quickly as I chatted with a few sweet ladies from North Carolina that had come to volunteer for the same reason - to get the golden ticket for 2016. We were all nervous as it will be a first Ironman for all of us. But we talked about how to juggle kids, work, life, training, illness and injuries and how to still make it all happen. Just to know there are others in the same boat is encouraging.

And about 30 minutes later, I had this in my email inbox:



So today is a new day. It's a day for dedication and balance and planning and accountability. I've already been to the gym once - at lunch. If using my lunch is the only way to get it in, so be it. I know I have a great support system of family and friends, so I trust the journey. Now all I need is a little luck for decent health that doesn't decline substantially over the next 12 months and I am sure I will make it there.

Fingers crossed!

#IMFL16





Tuesday, October 13, 2015

Big dreams - For a new reality

Several years ago when I set out on this journey - I had no idea where it would take me. For me, this blog was just an accountability piece...to let people know - "Hey! I am attempting to lose weight! When you see me eating a Big Mac, yell at me!" Little did I know that 4.5 years later, 130+ lbs lighter and millions of miles clocked on the roads, I would be here.

I really thought no one was watching, no one was reading...then people started to comment. People would stop and say - "Wow, I read your blog...how awesome." Race directors, editors from local and regional magazines and even Runner's World have contacted me, written about my story and I have even written a chapter in an upcoming book published by RW, to be released this December. It's crazy because it's not attention I ever longed for or even wanted. Don't get me wrong - I am NEVER going to turn down the opportunity to share my story with anyone - especially if they can learn from it. But if you know me, I am more about personal connections. The people that mean the most to me are the ones who have said - "I've followed you for a while and your story is awesome. You've gone about this journey all wrong and you don't even care. You still inspire me. And you inspire others - and it's not even a big deal to you." My friend Russ once said that and to me - those words still mean more than ever being on the homepage of RW.com or included in a book.

Yet every day I find myself wanting more - needing more. 2015 has been TOUGH - to say the least. Most of you know by now some of the health issues and injuries I'm battling, but I am still fighting every single day through them. It's not ideal. But I think a quote by Elizabeth Edwards sums it up best:

So I will continue to run. I will continue to fight through it all. And as I approach my 40th birthday in a few months, I've decided to make 2016 a year to remember. How am I going to do that?

Well, let's start with this email I got yesterday:



WELCOME TO IRONMAN FLORIDA...
Don't have a heart attack yet. This is not for the race taking place in 2 weeks. This is for the race taking place in about 54 weeks. To get in IMFL, you have to register EARLY - like onsite a year before. So, that's what I am doing. I will go down to IMFL2015 and volunteer at the medical tent so that I can signup onsite Sunday morning for 2016.

So what made that decision? Well, after being a part of Tri-Dat for a few months and volunteering at triathlons for years but not actually racing any bigger races, one of my good friends told me after IMAugusta, "Janel, it's your time. We love you for being here for us - but now it's our time to be here for you." And with that - it was done. 

It's going to be a long, hard road. I know that. Between juggling work, a family, illness and injuries, training, and a million other distractions, it's probably going to be the toughest year of my life. But if you know me, you also know that I am not one to back down from a challenge. And if you know me REALLY well, you know that once I set my mind to something, it's tough to stop me. 

So I guess this is my new accountability. It's not like before where I want you to yell at me about eating a Big Mac. But I will need encouragement, and probably a few babysitters :) along the way. 

Never forget - be mindful of everything you do. You never know who is watching. 


Janel